Life, I think.

As I grew older, I realised that being an adult is not fun at all despite the things you can do. Yes, you can get a job, have your own money, go to anywhere you want and all that stuff. But deep down in your heart, it sucks isn't it? You have to worry about all things. 

Sure, it's fun to finally make a decision on your own but next thing you know; you're too late and there're things can't be undone and this is where it hits in your face how you wish you could turn back time. How you would struggle because you knew you could have done better. You were not this person before yet you got swayed with temporary happiness.

Let's face it.

Reality hurts, truth bites, living kills, today tortures and yesterdays are just as bad, what else now?

And then you met people with layers and layers of secrets.You believe you know them, but their motives are always hidden from you, buried in their own hearts. You will never know them, but sometimes you decide to trust them. The good, the bad, the hypocrite, the manipulative, the strong, and even the powerful ones. Once you got to know them, it's your choice whether to stay or leave. Some people are just too good for you to leave and some not. Some people force you to leave when you know you wouldn't leave if it weren't because of their doings. Sometimes you had too because we all have war inside of us which sometimes keeps us alive and sometimes threatens to destroy us.

You can't blame yourself for your choice. The minute you decide to leave, you can't feel bad.You cut toxic, so you should be happy! 

You can't be strong and tough all the time you know. There are times when we want to be vulnerable despite how thick skinned we appear. And I believe there's no wrong for feeling what you're feeling. If you feel, that means you have soul and that's human.

The world can be so cruel, dark and uncertain. No matter how much it hurts, you have to keep going because that is life.

But with certain amount of positivity and good vibes, you can beat the world so go be free and explore yourself because you have got so much more to do!

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